Wednesday, June 8, 2022
Because God Is
Saturday, June 26, 2021
Practice Joy While You Wait
Psalm 27:13-14
I remain confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the Lord.
As I’ve gotten older, I’ve gotten better at waiting—sort
of.
As a child, my mom signed me up for the Dr. Suess book club.
I remember being so happy when the wait ended each month, and I had a shiny new
book in my hands. I’m sure I wondered every day if a book would come in the
mail. When my little package would finally arrive, I’d read the books over and
over until the mail carrier delivered the next batch.
As a momma-to-be, I waited for Sara to arrive. The closer to
the due date the more anxious I was to meet my baby. I was the same with Maggie
and Hannah, the waiting was the worst.
As I’ve gotten older, I’ve learned to take a book to the
doctor’s office, people watch in line at the store, and order with Amazon Prime
(so I don’t have to wait.) But when I’m working on a project—a book
or devotion that’s sent out to be considered for publication, the waiting can
be excruciating.
But I’ve chosen to apply a nugget of wisdom I learned from Michelle
Medlock Adams at a recent virtual conference. She said we can have joy as we
wait, and the joy in waiting stems from knowing God is sovereign, he’s at work
even as I wait. Whatever results from my efforts, God has my best interest in
mind.
To practice joy as I wait isn’t easy. My anxiety peaks and the
what-ifs dance in my mind. But when I focus on God and the joy of being his
child, instead of myself, the waiting is easier.
David, who wrote this psalm, waited. And he reminds me to
take heart and be strong—to find the joy. Gratitude produces joy as I anticipate an
outcome. I’m thankful for the opportunity, grateful for the possibility, and
joy filled because I know God has this.
Wednesday, May 5, 2021
Jesus Delivers and Forgives
Saturday, April 17, 2021
Anxiety is a Beast
Philippians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and
petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
“Life is better when you cry a little, laugh a lot, and
are thankful for everything you’ve got.”
As one who lives with anxiety, I cling to Philippians 4:6.
When I look back over my life, anxiety raised its hand way too
often. In school, I was the kid who wanted to hide when we read aloud in class.
I’d just as soon fade into the brick wall as wait to be called on for the
kickball team. I wasn’t just shy (although I was shy) I was terrified of
attention.
That was my anxiety. The beast has a unique way of manifesting
itself in all of us. Most of us feel anxious in certain situations due to
stress. Some anxiety is normal.
As an adult, my anxiety reared its head as panic attacks. In my
forties, I returned to college to finish my Bachelor’s degree, but I absorbed
more information, at one time, than my brain could handle. To get technical—the
serotonin didn’t hang out long enough for the process. The doctor figured out
the problem and recommended medication. To me the meds are no different than if
I was diabetic and had to take insulin. I need them.
But along with the medication, I have another healer in my pocket.
Prayer. When I seek God’s attention and pour out all that I’m thankful for—the
anxiety dissipates. Yes, I cry and laugh. Laughter is wonderful, tears
sometimes help, but the best antidote for anxiety is gratitude. I can sit and
talk to my heavenly Father about all the wonders of spring. As I observe my
flowers, I say thank you. When I think of my loved ones, I pray thanks. When I
consider Jesus’ sacrifice for me, I bow in appreciation.
God created the science behind the meds which help my anxiety, and
he’s given me joy and peace in place of fear.
Replace anxiety with gratitude.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2021
Sit Quietly and Be Thankful
Saturday, February 6, 2021
Winter Season or Season of Winter
Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
I love winter, but not so much the winter seasons of life.
About a year ago, not knowing a pandemic was hurdling toward us, my siblings and I fretted over where our mom would live. After hospital stays and time spent in a nursing home, we pondered whether she should remain in the nursing facility, return to her current apartment, or live in an apartment next to our brother. The ultimate decision was up to Mom.
On Martin Luther King, Jr. Day, my siblings and several of our children and grandchildren gathered at the apartment she lived in before the hospitalization. As we prayed for guidance, we packed all her earthly possessions and moved them to my brother’s home, still not knowing her final decision.
Thankfully, Mom moved to the apartment beside my brother just before the pandemic locked down the nursing home. God led us through this difficult winter season just as the door closed on any other possibilities.
In 2 Corinthians, Paul wrote about the thorn in his flesh. In his winter season of life, something difficult plagued him. We aren’t told what the thorn was, only that he had something he referred to as a weakness and hardship. For Paul this must have weighed on him because he wanted nothing more than to serve Jesus. But even in his despair, he thanked God for his trials and claimed delight in his difficult times.
We all go though winter seasons in life. Being with mom through those difficult times of illness and decisions left us all worn and concerned. But Mom pulled through and celebrated her 94th birthday in January, in her new apartment.
The pandemic has been one long winter season for many of us. Prompted by Ann Voscamp’s book, I’ve been writing a list of 1,000 blessings. It’s a bit harder right now, but the list keeps me focused on my journey of gratitude for 2021.
Won’t you join me and seek the blessings, even in the seasons of winter.
Wednesday, January 6, 2021
What More?
Saturday, January 2, 2021
Gratitude Opens the Heart to Joy
Luke 17:15-19
One of them, when he saw he was healed, came back, praising God in a loud
voice. He threw himself at Jesus’ feet and thanked him—and he was a
Samaritan.
Jesus asked, “Were not all ten cleansed? Where are the other nine? Has
no one returned to give praise to God except this foreigner?” Then he said
to him, “Rise and go; your faith has made you well.”
The beautiful thing about gratitude—it leads to joy.
As a writer,
I embrace words. I have favorites and some I'd rather not hear or read. In the
novel I'm writing, I search for the perfect words to express the characters actions
and emotions. When I edit, I remove unnecessary words and rewrite the scene.
As many writers do, I've asked God to give me a word for the year.
In 2020, God
gifted me with "Be Brave." He basically told me not to fear. In 2020,
fear tossed me on my head at times. Yet, I clung to Him and the words he gave
me. When anxiety reared its ugly head (which happened more often than I care to
share) I called on the Lord for courage.
Now we are
waltzing into 2021, praying for a better year. As I asked God for my word, the
one I'd focus on for 365 days, He whispered "Gratitude." The Oxford
Dictionary defines gratitude as "the quality of being thankful; readiness
to show appreciation for and to return kindness." I love that
returning kindness is part of gratitude.
In Luke 17, Jesus healed ten lepers. He sent them to see the priest and as soon as they stepped away from Jesus, the leprosy left them. As it turns out, only one returned to thank him. And he was a Samaritan, a group of people regarded as lowly and unworthy. That man's heart overflowed with appreciation toward the one who healed him. He could finally live without ridicule and shunning. The Samaritan, low man in society, poured a grateful kindness over the one who gave him his life back. He showed gratitude to Jesus with joy in his heart.
When I imagine
being sick for years and despised by most people, and through love and
compassion Jesus released me and restored my life; I wonder, would I be like
the nine ungrateful men or the one who poured joy over Jesus.
As the New Year rings in, embrace gratitude, show appreciation and return kindness.
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
I Want to See More Beauty
Wednesday, November 4, 2020
Enough
Wednesday, November 20, 2019
Gratitude
Saturday, November 9, 2019
Gratitude Brings Joy!
I admit, I'm watching the Christmas movies and listening to the music. I'm making gifts and have a running holiday list.
Let's thank God for his love and grace and revive the practice of saying thank you to the people around us.
Wednesday, November 22, 2017
Saturday, November 5, 2016
Enter His Gates with Thanksgiving
Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.
Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
Know that the Lord is God.
It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.
Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.